FallenAngelRidian Posted March 25 Share Posted March 25 Dear Elle (I noticed that most letters start out with the word “Dear” so I’m using it here. Although it feels weird to call you Dear.) I came across this magical parchment set at the McWobbles Magical Spidoodles. It’s supposed to send a letter once a day to a designated person of my choice. It looks bit fancy to me but I figured this was better than the Sending Stone as it doesn’t have the word limit. How are you? Was it busy at work? Well, it seems like it’s always busy at work so I guess it was pretty busy. Anything interesting you want to share? I want to hear all about it. My day was weird. We were sent to this large manor by the Mages Guild. We were supposed to check it out, clear it of any traps and take notes. The manor turned out to be magical with tons of doors/rooms with crazy stuff! Some of the furniture was alive, we were attacked by books, tables, and a suit of armor. We didn’t get to check out the entire manor because we got tired of getting our asses kicked. We’ll probably have to go back some day. I miss you. I think about you every day. I like hearing your voice, even for the short few seconds while we use the Sending Stones. Thinking about you makes me happy. I feel all goofy inside, in a good way. Anyway, I can use this every day so I’ll use it as well as the Sending Stone. Sweet dreams Elle. Think of me. Xena << sent >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 25 Author Share Posted March 25 Hi Elle, How are you? Read any good scrolls lately? I have been reading, well, practicing book reading with Verity. I have been reading out loud to help my pronunciations and improve my vocabulary. Leowren has been teaching me manners He’s helping me develop proper eating habits at the table. Evindel is teaching me how to walk properly. He says I walk like I’m ready to hit someone. He says most people find that intimidating which made me smile and he says that sometimes my smile can be scary too. I don’t see why these are bad but he says that in “fine” company I should put out a different energy. Like I don’t want to punch people. So I’ve been practicing that. Anyway, I hope we can see each other soon. I miss you. Xena PS: I don’t know what “PS” means but I saw it and thought I should use it too. << sent >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) My dearest Elle (read this in a book), I was in the library today, searching for few short stories to read with Verity. I came across a book of love poems. I didn’t know there was such a thing. How can people put into words what love is? But as I read them, I realized that you can put love into words. “I am like a fish in love with a bird wishing I could fly.” When I thought about you before we became girlfriends, these words describe how I felt. I’m going to keep on reading and see what else I find. Xena < sent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) Dear Elle, “When the words fail me And “I love you” Simply will not do When my kisses And caresses Fail to convey What I wouldn’t do for you I’ll simply hold your hand in mine And look into your eyes And hope you understand The storm inside my heart” Xena < sent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) My dearest Elle, ”You are the finest, loveliest, tenderest, and most beautiful person I have ever known - and even that is an understatement.” Xena < sent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) Elle, ”I love her, and that’s the beginning and end of everything.” Xena < sent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) My dearest Elle, ”I don’t ask you to love me always like this, but I ask you to remember. Somewhere inside me there always be a person I am tonight.” Xena < sent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) Dearest Elle, ”I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect. and it’s these things I’d believe in, even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn’t all that she should be. I love her and it is the beginning of everything.” Xena < sent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) My dearest Elle, I wanted to see if I could write something. I’ve never done this before so please be patient if I mess up. You inspire me to better myself, in ways I’d never imagined. Your smile takes my breath away. Your touch sends shivers across my body. Your kisses make me feel like I never want to breathe again. The words “I love you” are the truest words I have ever spoken. I love you Elle. Always. Yours truly, Xena < sent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Dear Elle, I am sorry you can’t come for a visit tomorrow. Of course you’re needed at the Guild. You are an amazingly talented person and can solve any problems. Next weekend should be fine. I can make a reservation again. I think you’ll like this place. I’ve been spending my time practicing fighting and reading/speaking. Verity says I’ve improved a lot. I think my handwriting has gotten better too. Hope you can read these alright. I’ve gone through so many parchments but it’s worth it. I hope we can continue to read our book together. I want to know what happened to that mermaid and the prince. Have a good day. Hope you don’t have to work too hard! I love you! Xena PS: I do want to talk to you about something. Get your opinion on it. < sent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Hi Elle, I’m sorry you can’t make it this weekend. Sounds like you are very busy. Hope you don’t work too hard. Please make sure to take care of yourself like you tell me to. Things are busy here per usual. Been taking additional jobs during the week so I can have the weekends off, in case you can make it. I will try not to contact you via the sending stone unless it’s an emergency. I’m sorry I keep interrupting your meetings. Thinking of you often. Love always, Xena < sent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Hi. Sorry I haven’t written in couple of days. It’s been… I got into trouble today. I lost my temper and broke few chairs and a table at a tavern. I seem to be angry lately and I don’t know why. I hope it passes soon. I miss you so much. I’m sorry you got blamed for the thing. I think it’s bullshit. I hate politics. I hope you can solve it soon so you can visit. or I can even visit you if I won’t get in the way. Please keep me posted. I would really like to see you. Love, Xena < sent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Hi. Sorry to hear that you can’t make it this weekend. I hope the diplomatic mission goes well. I saw a rainbow today and… Anyway, hope to see you soon. Xena < sent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Elle… What have I done? My heart is broken. All I want is for you to walk through that door and tell me I’m stupid. And that you forgive me. And pull me into your arms and kiss me like I belong to you. < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Nothing feels real. I thought I knew pain. All the times I sat around waiting for you, all the times thinking you didn’t love me, doesn’t compare. I wish I could rip out my heart and not feel anything. What have I done… < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Everywhere I go, I see you. Places we’ve been, places you’ve held my hand. Places where we kissed. I see your face whenever I close my eyes. I see the devastation and the pain that mirrored my own. I thought I was doing the right thing for the both of us. Instead I hurt the woman I love the most in this world. If I could go back in time… I’m sorry. < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) The world is on fire and no one can save me but you. It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do. I never dreamed that I’d love someone like you. I never dreamed that I’d lose someone like you. < unsent > Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 If my heart could speak it would say to you “I will not let you go. I will hold you in my arms forever.” < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 I never fully realized what it meant to hurt (to truly hurt) until I wanted you to such a great extent, only to have no other choice but to convince myself that I didn’t < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Hold me for once and say I’m wrong Take me back because I do not know How to beg for you < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Every night, I crawl in and out of my grave Clutching the illusion of us So when I die it might be with my last piece of you < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Even in dreams My eyes keep searching For you < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 Forgive me if I stumble and fall for I do not know how to love too well I am clumsy and my words do not form as I wish so let me kiss you instead and my lips paint for you all the pictures my heart cannot < unsent > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 28 Author Share Posted March 28 (edited) I saw you today from a far. My heart jumped at the sight of you. Then it broke again. You looked more beautiful than I remember. My eyes drank you in. My lips whispered your name. My feet took a step toward you. My hands reached out for yours. All I wanted was to walk over, get down on my knees and beg for you to love me again. To take me back. Instead I stood in the shadow, With tears that haven’t stopped, Whispered “forgive me.” < unsent > Edited March 28 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FallenAngelRidian Posted March 29 Author Share Posted March 29 (edited) In My Veins (Andrew Belle) Nothing goes as planned, everything will breakPeople say goodbye, in their own special way Everything will change, nothing stays the sameAnd nobody here's perfect, oh, but everyone's to blameAll that you rely on, and all that you can saveWill leave you in the morning and find you in the day Everything is dark, it's more than you can takeBut you catch a glimpse of sunlight shinin'Shinin' down on your face, oh, your face Oh, you're in my veins and I cannot get you outOh, you're all I taste at night inside of my mouthOh, you run away 'cause I am not what you foundOh, you're in my veins and I cannot get you out Oh, I can not get you out (oh, you're in my veins)Oh, I can not get you out I know I can not get you- Edited April 1 by FallenAngelRidian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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